Thursday, August 23, 2012

Words I had to SAY......

I am counting down the day until i go back to work. There seem to be so much that I need to do and so much I have not done. I can see that my organizer is fulling up and i am bracing myself for it all. However, i have been feeling really zen at this moment in time. I have been speaking a number of positive things to myself and now i feel like i am feeding off all of that positive energy. I did not get all of this 'positive stuff' until i have been allowing it to work in my life. I finally accepted that i have been carrying around a lot of crap. All of this negativity has been affecting my physical and mental health, my energy and my life for quite sometime.

It finally hit me when i turned 30. I feel like i can drop the crap, the bags, the negative people, the doubts, the mistakes and just walk naked 'not literally, after all  i don't want to be arrested for indecent exposure'. I feel like the 20s prepared me for this freedom and it is feeling sweet. I don't have all the answers, neither do i want them; nor do i have the prefect life (is that even possible?).

All i know is that finally i care enough to stop and say exactly what is on my mind (watch out world). Finally, i feel like it is okay to say aloud exactly want is needed in my life. I saw this video on You Tube (i llooovvveee YouTube) that basically place into words my thoughts. I thought that it might be helpful to you.




   
Also, The How Big is Your Heart Giveaway is over and i am very happy to congratulate Vivian on being the lucky winner. I will be sending an email to you shortly.

1 comment:

  1. I'm dreading going back to work
    Thank you for linking up with us at the 'Friday Chaos' hop. Hope to see you again next week :)

    Kerry
    www.ohsoamelia.com

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